Being out of hope feels like you lost something very important and you want it back very badly. It’s too painful that even you give the world your biggest smile, your loudest laugh, your happiest times, you could still feel deep inside that something is missing. You can sometimes take it out of your mind, but not in your heart. You can’t be able to sleep well every night, nor have a ‘good morning’… And in every single second feels like it’s the end.